* Destiny brought us together *

I'm such a terrible person... I'm the root of all causes...
| Friday, January 26, 2007

I'm the worst girlfriend that anyone can find on earth. All week, I've been trying to crack my head what should I get for my dear's birthday. What itenenary should I plan for his birthday. But all his wish is for me to meet on time for our dates. Seem simple right? But I blew it.

I'm a workaholic employee and I find it very hard to refuse any instruction from boss. I'm also a very slow employee which I always do things the hard way instead of working smart and handing in things on time.

Many times opportunities were given to me to change their perception on me but I always blew it up. To only thing that can salvage the hope that my dear has for me is the day when I'm given fried cuttlefish.

Unknown to people, I don't work smart, often causing my superiors to have the wrong impression on me. I don't plan ahead nor pioritise my work. Ok to be fair to myself, I do pioritise my work. But I've operation work which have critical deadlines as well as emergency resolutions. Superiors happen to view this as sub sub water. There is effort in working on them. Perhaps I'm really that dumb. By the time, I'm done with all that, I'm left with half-life to complete my superior's task and my personal responsibility.

Perhaps, I would be better off being a naggy & brainless housewife. Instead of disappointing my superiors, parents & bf. At least being a housewife, I would get part of it right. Now is everything not right.

I'm grateful to my dear for not giving up hope on me. And yet, I've to disappoint him time after time. Even on his birthday eve. I really deserve the death penalty. I don't have the right to ask for any forgiveness.

I'm sorry.

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twinkle winks
at |9:20 PM|

*the man *

# weishiang
# 31 yrs old

*he loves *

# her
# curry chicken
# final fantasy xi, world of warcraft, metal gear solid 4
# battlestar galactica, starship troopers
# optimus prime
# banana
# teh-o
# rotting

*his mood *

Grumpy
Grumpy Bear frowns a lot
that's his way to show us how silly we look when we frown too much.
He also shows that it's okay to be grumpy sometimes.
But even when we're grumpy, we're still loved, and we're reminded of that by Grumpy Bear's symbol : a rain cloud with heart-shaped raindrops.

*his wishlist *

~~:: buy FFVII UMD ::~~
:: get a programming job ::
:: to be a daddy ::
~~:: travel to japan or u.states ::~~
~~:: get married ::~~
~~:: train warrior to lvl60 ::~~

*the lady *

# valencia
# 30 yrs old

*she loves *

# him
# hamsters aka kimberlynn & maige
# amore aerobics & hip hop
# nintendo ds
# ugly betty, grey's anatomy, house M.D.
# homecooked food
# magnolia choc fudge ice-cream

*her mood *

Cheer
Cheer Bear is a very happy Care Bear who helps others see the bright side of life.
She will sometimes even do a cheer to help make someone happier.
Wherever she goes, Cheer Bear wears a symbol of hope and happiness-a rainbow.

*her wishlist *

~~:: get driving license ::~~
~~:: travel to japan or spain ::~~
:: to lose weight ::
:: to be a mommy ::
~~:: get married ::~~
~~:: finish this blog ::~~